Disappearing Footsteps
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-11:56 AM
Ugh!That's the only thing i can think to say about my best friend right now.Don't get me wrongI love her to death,she's family but honestly the girl need a smack upside the head.I get woken up from my sleep a few days ago,by her,hysterical,after a few moments of trying to make out the words between screams and sobs,I collect the words "He" and "cheating" and didin't need anymore then that to put two and two together.So once i calm her down alittle she explains everything to me,Her boyfriend in a rush for work,i guess forgot to log out of his email,So when she went to check hers she noticed she was in his account and seen he had mail from a ex girlfriend,i guess curiousty got the best of her and she investigated,Turns out he's been seeing his ex behind her back,arranging meetings while both the girl's fiance and my friend is working.And there seemed to be talk about "naughty" pictures being sent through text message.You need to realize i can feel my blood pressure rising at this moment while rage sets in and thoughts of what i'd do to the sob if he was within arms reach.She's going nuts on the phone,telling me she has pains in her chest and don't understand.Once i explain to her she is having a panic attack i tell her to hang up from me and call in sick,There is no way she's getting to work in that state.I wait around to hear from her,because she has since called this prick's phone a dozen times for a explanation.
She finally gets a hold of him and all he does is laugh at her,That right there should of been cause enough to hang up the phone and throw his shit out on the sidewalk.But i guess she needed more so she waited for him to get off work.Now i can't tell you what happened when he got home only that i get a text from her saying his long awaited explanation was that it was a joke.Wow,i mean the guy was at work for six hours and that's all he can come up with?She seems to have bought it and as much as i feel like shaking the shit out of her and screaming "are you that fucking stupid"I'm not going too,Because this is her realationship,not mine and she has to learn her own lessions.I can say what i want but it's not going to change a thing.
It amazes me how people can change once they find love,I've known this girl most of my life and she is not the same girl she once was.He does have control over her,I've seen that from the start,she can't say or do anything without having to ask him first,It's like she can't think for herself.It's really kind of sad,But there is not much i can do,besides hope one day she opens her eyes and sees the light,and be there for her when that day comes.
But this for sure,without a doubt is just one example of why i do not have one ounce of faith in men,relationships or love.There is not a person or situation out there that can make me think other wise.I am not a miserable bitter asshole who bitches about things she can't have,If i could have it tomorrow i still wouldn't want it.I am just content for my happiness to come from myself,Because in the end i know i can count on myself only,and that's ok with me.
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The Chesire Cat disappeared leaving its grin to last.
The Chesire Cat disappeared leaving its grin to last.
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