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Monday, February 08, 2010
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-12:20 AM

  Be prepared to hear alot of cursing come from my mouth in the next couple of minutes,Because i am beyond furious.You all know how i feel about animals.So when i hear how cruel people can be it makes me sick and brings something out in me,i never even knew was there.
  I am not sure if you guys have heard of Rescue Ink or not,Either way they are a bunch of amazing guys who like myself have no time for the heartless bastards in this world that could hurt any animal.They are truly amazing people and i wish there were more people in this world like them.
  Anyways i got a message today from there online group on facebook and what i read and saw broke my heart.I still feel stomach sick and weak in the legs.Rather then explain i will copy this message and let you guys read it for yourselves:
Rigsby (known as Shadow to the people who stole him) was stolen from his family's backyard on January 5, 2010. He was then beheaded (possibly while still alive) on January 19, 2010. After beheading Rigsby, a picture was taken of his head being held by one of the suspects. The picture then was spread around the internet. The suspects are a group of three teenagers in San Antonio, Texas.

  I will tell you now,I have seen the pictures of Rigsby,and it will forever haunt me.The fact that these sick fucks are living and breathing the same air as the rest of us makes me ask alot of questions.The police say that the criminals responsible for the horrific offense are closer than ever to being brought to justice.That in my opition is not good enough.The main suspect is a eighteen year old girl,who calls herself Wolife Blackheart.She is a adult so she needs her ass thrown in jail,let them deal with her in there,although i got a feeling she won't be there long,They'll do away with trash like her and not blink an eye.
   I am not a violent person,but to be honest with you,I would not be able to tell you what i would do to her,If left in a room alone with her.
  I will post the website here for those of you who want to go there,But there is some pretty graphic disturbing  pictures and content on there,so my best warning would be to not even look at it,for those of you that have weak stomachs,But for the fact that i want to support the cause, here it is.
  You can also show your support by going right here and maybe submitting a picture to show your love and support.I myself will be doing a few.
  We sometimes do not realize the things that go on in this world around us,It really makes you sit and wonder sometimes.Alot of bad things happen every single day to millions upon millions of people.Its pretty scary.We have to know there are alot of good people out there though,that have compassion,strength and beauty in them,and it is those people who make a differance.I thank god they are still out there,because lord knows we need them.
  On a final note i want to say to the family of Rigby,you are in my thoughts and in my prayers,and may justice be brought to the family,friends and all of those who have been touched by this amazing dog,may herest in heaven with the angels


RIP RIGSBY
   Do not stand at my grave and weep;
I am not there. I do not sleep.
I am a thousand winds that blow.
I am the diamond glints on snow.
I am the sunlight on ripened grain.
I am the gentle autumn's rain.
When you awaken in the morning's hush,
I am the swift uplifting rush
of quiet birds in circled flight.
I am the soft stars that shine at night.
Do not stand at my grave and cry;
I am not there, I did not die



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The Chesire Cat disappeared leaving its grin to last.

Wednesday, February 03, 2010
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-9:47 PM

   I got a question for my female readers.What would you do,if you were out with a guy,and out of nowhere he proceeds to try and bite your neck,and then when you pull away.....actually asks you if he can bite you.Yes,i am being serious...this is not one of ally's famous punks.I am really interested to check my inbox in the next few days to see what you all have to say.
  I want to get one thing straight before i fill you all in on the whole story.I like Twilight,Edward Cullen is a character who is played by Robert Pattinson,who i do admit i want to do alot of dirty things too.But in no way shape or form makes me want a man to attempt to bite me,on my neck or anywhere else.Unless he is Robert Pattinson himself....then we'll talk.But now for my silly little nail biters,I will fill you all in on the whole story.
  For personal reasons,I won't use the guy's real name.And of course because i am not a complete heartless bitch.So hmmm......lets call him "Lucas".
  So the other night i go out with this guy Lucas.Just to have a coffee and to "hang",or whatever it is you cool kids call it these days.So things seemed to be normal enough,we were chatting and listening to some music,drinking our coffee when he attempts to play with my hair,i have to admit i freaked out alittle at first,i have two things going through my head....."Wtf?" and "okay be nice,but get this guy's hands out of  my hair".So i grabbed my hair,tossing it back over my right shoulder blade.While putting my head down and attempting to giggle at the awkward moment.So i kind of felt bad then,so tried to go on and enjoy the rest of night..bad idea...i should of went the hell home then when i had the chance.
  So we finish our coffee and continue to drive around,talking about music at this point,when he grabs my hand,rubbing his fingers up and down my hand and trying to hold on.Now i do feel bad for the guy,because honestly he does seem nice enough,but now i am starting to get alittle annoyed.I tell him i am feeling tired and think i am going to head home.So i continue to stare out the window,feeling his eyes on me.He parks and the next thing i know i feel breath over my neck and as i kind of jump i see teeth coming at me...yes He tried to bite me......I like Twilight,I like Robert Pattinson,I Like vampires.....which can only mean one thing....try to bite the girl....Well atleast he was kind enough to ask once i jumped two feet in the air if he could.Although,in my book it is alittle forward to bite first and ask later.....sheesh.Now i know you are all getting a great charge out of my nightmare of a night and i wish i could say that was the end of it...but i am afraid not.....we havn't gotten to the part where he talks about how is horny and proceeds to talk about his boner.....the guy did everything but whip it out and start shaking it at me.Luckily at the end of the night when i was about to get out of the car he then lets me know that I am taking him out Valentine's Day.Like the fuck....I'll talk to you later"  is all i could manage to say.
   I do realize  i have been out of the whole dating scene for a very long time,but if that there is any indication of what i am in for this sweet jesus.Maybe it is Karma for getting my shits and giggles out of Sex and The City's characher Carrie Bradshaw...and her dating diseasters.If that is the case and i am following in her footsteps lets all pray i don't meet a guy who asks me to pee on him.......If i do then i will know one hundred percent that Karma is coming back to bite me in the ass.
 


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The Chesire Cat disappeared leaving its grin to last.

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