Disappearing Footsteps
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-10:27 PM
Starting June 10th,I am going to be shutting the site down for alittle while,Taking a break for the summer.I am just going on a small Hiatus.I will be back in September.I have descided that rather then sitting down writing about what is going on in my life,I am just going to live it.There is nothing wrong,I will still answer my emails and be around.Just no blogging,or new layouts.I think after being AllyAngelz for twelve years,running this particular site for a year,i deserve a break.I've had many sites under different domains and have been doing this a very long time.I want to make this a summer i will never forget,so when i do come back,I will have lots to write about.I don't know where i will end up or what things i will do,But i do know it will be great.I have my own personal goals and things i want to expereince,and i have every attention on doing every one of them.I am not doing them for anyone else,but myself.I've spent most of my life making everyone else around me happy,I think now it is my turn.
Things have been pretty difficult for me latly....What am i saying?!?They always have been...and i have kept my head up through all of it,But i have to be honest...I am tired,i feel drained and after so long it does get to you,After all i am only human.I always try to be happy and smile but sometimes people can't see i am crying on the inside...screaming out...not even those closest to me.But it is okay and i will be too.....i just need time to pick myself back up.After falling so hard,so many times,It's just alittle difficult for the responce time to be as quick as in the past.
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The Chesire Cat disappeared leaving its grin to last.
The Chesire Cat disappeared leaving its grin to last.
Friday, April 16, 2010
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-5:22 PM
I just finished watching Cobra Starship's video "good girls go bad" Love the song,never seen the video before though.I had no idea Leighton Meester was the chick singing....why didn't anyone tell me?!?I love that girl.She looked hot in the video,nothing at all like she does in "Gossip Girl".Needles to say i now have that song on repeat,which means i should be sick of it in a day or so.I don't know why i always do that,I find a song i like and play it so much,that i make everyone around me want to choke me,and throw my ipod out the car window.Just one of my quirks i guess.Well atleast now i can give "Breakeven" by the Script a break,for alittle while.
My mind has been in a million places at once this week.Have any of you ever had this really annoying person in your life,that no matter what you say or do,they just won't seem to go away.Well if so,and there is a club for this,Then i want my membership card.There is this kid,Mike.He's twenty three years old,and without out a doubt the most annoying person i have ever come across in my entire life.I feel bad,i really do,He's a nice guy,I just can't seem to get through to him.He has asked me out i would say more then ten times now,I have tried to be as nice as possible but he really is a test on my patience.The boy never stops calling,texting or messaging me and i told him i have a date this weekend,His responce?"I hope he breaks your heart so i can have it and take you out"He really has a way with words doesn't he....If it keeps up i am going to have to either scream at him or turn on bitch mode.I really don't want too,I don't get off on being mean to people,But i am running out of options.Being honest doesn't work,Ignoring him doesn't work.I wonder if i told him i was born a dude would that work?hmmm....got the wheels in my head turning now.After all i am a Lady Gaga fan.....maybe in his mind it would explain alot.I am horrible i know.
Speaking of horrible,I watched "Jennifer's Body" yesterday.After my best friend has only been hounding me forever to watch it,I finally gave in.For those of you who might be wondering what was this movie is about well here are the highlights;A hot cheerleader type girl named Jennifer who gets sacrificed by a bunch of sicko's,the only problem they think she is a virgin(because lets face it...who doesn't love a virgin?!?)But this girl Jennifer has seen more dick then Jenna Jameson,so SURRPISE you guys fucked up....They unleash a horny and hungry demon who fucks and then eats boys.Sounds sexy huh?Lets take a poll shall we,who thinks i should get this movie for my date tomrorow night?(lol)I think it is a wonderful back up plan for girls who meet creepy guys and need a out,I can see it now,A red cross emergency kit for chicks,complete with a Jennifer's Body DVD,Bridal and Baby Names Magazine and who can forget vagsil,for those embarassing female odors.If this does not send him running for the hills,nothing will.Wow i think i just might have something here.Where was my great idea when i went out with vampire boy a few months ago.Which reminds me,if i get one more phone call from Kelly asking if she can bite me i will blog about her embarassing q-tip story.
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The Chesire Cat disappeared leaving its grin to last.
The Chesire Cat disappeared leaving its grin to last.
Thursday, April 01, 2010
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-3:28 PM
Only a few more days until Easter,Jesus where does time go?It feels like only yesterday i was putting the decorations on the Christmas tree.Before too much longer it will be my birthday.Twenty five years old....fuck,I feel old.I know atleast half of you,If not all reading this are shaking your heads at me laughing right now,But it's true.I do feel old.If you have seen and been through half of the things i have,You'd feel old too.They say you are as old as you feel,if that's true then I got one foot in the grave.
Just when i think my mother can't get any more burnt,she goes and opens her mouth and proves me wrong.I was talking to her yesterday,She was wondering i guess if i currently had my eye on anyone,After explaining to her how i am done with men for awhile and just want some me time for now,She proceeds to ask me what i think about the guy down the street(the hot one who has my cat)I told her he's nice,but too complicated and there is no interest there.She then goes on to say "well there's something about him i like,I don't think i'd mind you dating him,even if he is a drug dealer,He's a nice drug dealer".NOTE:(he is NOT a drug dealer)But the way it came out of her just made me laugh,while poor dad shook his head..."yes Marie he says lets set our daughter up with the 'nice' drug dealer".I swear to god my family could have there own half hour tv show.I'd call it"My Family is F**kin Nuts"It could be a reality show,Because lets face it not even a writer could come up with this shit.Its priceless though.I love them though,even if they are fucking nuts.
The new layout is all done,It looks awesome.I think you all are going to really like it.I'm going to wait probally a week or so before i put it up.
I didn't get a chance to pull any good April Fools Day jokes this year.I tried to get my best friend Kelly,but she seen right through me,I can't lie for shit.Oh well there is always next year.I got to see her today which was good.She's been super busy now that she is back to work,She got held up today so i went and picked up her check for her and met up with her at the mall.Then i did some Easter shopping for her little boy,who is also my god son,Sammie.I got him this huge choclate monster truck and some transformer eggs with candy and stickers,So he should love that.
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The Chesire Cat disappeared leaving its grin to last.
The Chesire Cat disappeared leaving its grin to last.
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