Disappearing Footsteps
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-11:19 PM
Sometimes i wish i could just get up,leave this town,leave everything and everyone behind and go somewhere where nobody knows me,And i can basically start over.I hate this place,Don't get me wrong,I love my family,But honestly in my opinion that's it.I can do without everyone else.The people here,in this place are completly fucked.I hate to be so blunt,but they're assholes.There is no nice way to put it.Over the years i've met some many different kinds of people,But no matter who they are,where they come from,there age or even there beliefs,they still turn out to be complete morons.They spend a quarter of there lives trying to find themselves,while lieing,cheating and pretty much fucking anyone and everyone who gets in there way.Once they open there eyes and realize they're idiots,They wonder why they're alone and nobody wants to be around them.Completly ignorant to the fact that they didn't just make one mistake,they simply made them over and over again,hurting people along the way.I just don't have the time or the patience for it anymore.I can honestly say without even a doubt in my mind,I am over men.Besides my father i think every man on the face of this earth is a fucking idiot.And i want no part of it,I've spent years dating loser after loser,I've just lost any faith i have in any of them.There are no good ones,It's a fairytale woman create to make themselves feel better.Now don't think i am jumping on the "pussy" wagon,Because i may have no use for men,But i have just as less for women.I've never had many girlfriends,They annoy me,They're clingy,bitchy and i don't have the tolerance for the drama they bring.
I don't expect anyone to agree with the way i think or feel,It's my opinion and mine only.I sound like a fourteen year old emo kid,who hates the world and everyone in it,That's not the case at all...i just simply hate everyone in this City(lol)I have yet to meet one person who knows there head from there ass.I've spoken to people from other places and they're amazing...I know people in Brazil,Flordia,Vegas,New York and a dozen others places,Not all of them now,but i have come across a few good ones.All i can assume is there is something in the water here.
You're probally all wondering what is going on with me,besides my ranting on how people suck.Well as you all know,I'm done with Chris,I am not chasing after him anymore,I can't say anything bad,He apoligised for pretty much being a dick last week,So that's cool.... But i realized he is not for me.Not putting the guy down or anything,Nothing wrong with him,well that's a lie he is fucked up,Possibly through no fault of his own(lol).I've seen a few things i don't like,But he's really nothing to me,I don't mean that to sound saucy..i really did like him at a point...for awhile.But wanting something doesn't always mean it is good for you.But hey he's a alright person,and he's got my cat.(haha)
How did i come to talk to him again you might wonder?Well my moron useless escuse for a man ex husband descided to make a pest of himself,yet again and dream up in his head that i was seeing Chris and of course descided to email him shooting off his mouth.I don't know what else to do with him,All i can do is keep ignoring him and hope he goes away.
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The Chesire Cat disappeared leaving its grin to last.
The Chesire Cat disappeared leaving its grin to last.
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