Disappearing Footsteps
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-8:00 PM
Men are truly douche bags.I keep saying it,and i will continue to say and believe it for the rest of my life.Sometimes i think to myself,I have truly seen and heard it all...nothing can surprise me,and then what do you know,some sick fuck mananges to prove me wrong.There is this friend of my family,I've known him for what seems like forever,He was a pretty cool guy in my books.A complete burnout.He was the type of guy who always said and did what he wanted,He'd punch you in the face quicker then he'd look at you.His motto and catch phrase was always :Just push the fuck off button".He drank,smoked and cursed worse then a drunken sailor.But he was also kind to the people in his life.Married thirty one years to the same woman,and they seemed pretty happy too.I don't know what happened to the guy,But he's majorly fucked up.He left his wife,for his first cousin(yup you heard right)who happens to still be living with her husband and three children-and he has become a born again christian.WTF?That's just sick.I'm sure there has got to be something in the bible that says"I shall not fuck my cousin".I'm sorry but that just makes me throw up in my mouth alittle.To think i admired this guy and,just to be proven that like the rest of the useless morons in this world his morals are just completly fucked up.I don't know anything anymore....i used to think i had it all figured out,But you hear shit like that and it just makes you question so many things.It's truly unreal to me.
Maybe there are good people out there,But someone like me who has spent most of there life being nice and doing what i can for any and everyone around me just to get fucked up the ass ewverytime,just loses faith,and doesn't have the patience to fiddle through the trash just to get one lousy piece of treasure.It really is not worth it to me...i'd rather spend the rest of my life alone,with my animals.I mean it is all the same,weither it be relationships or friendships.Nobody cares anymore.Nobody worries about anyone else but themselves.Growing up i was a total loser,wasn't until i hit high school and i lost a shitload of weight,grew tits and had long hair that i started having lots of friends and it didn't matter what you did for any of them,when you were down and out...they were nowhere to be found.Same thing with men,I've met all kinds,I've dated all kinds,I married the biggest loser of them all,fell for someone who like everyone else doesn't give a fuck,only he's not a total jerk..just can act like a idiot,through being fucked over himself.But it is just a viscous circle,nobody or nothing ever changes,and it will always be the same way.
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The Chesire Cat disappeared leaving its grin to last.
The Chesire Cat disappeared leaving its grin to last.
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