Disappearing Footsteps
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-2:48 PM
Well the good news is i didn't have the swine flu,The bad news is i know why i was so sick.I had some hot dogs and my luck they were the maple leaf recalled ones.I am finally coming around,But boy was i ever sick.
Did anyone get a chance to watch Big Brother last night?I was seriously inspired.I have to admit i am not a fan of Chima,But she touched my heart last night.She totally put herself out there sharing her story about being raped,not only to the house guests but to the whole world.I can relate,I broke my own silence a few years ago and shared my story on myspace.It is a hard thing to have to go through,but i hope people remember it does not define you and it does not have to break you either.I've seen alot and been through even more in my twenty four years,But it only made me a stronger person.I'm glad to see it seemed to do the same for Chima.
I remember a few years ago i wanted to go work for a non-profit call center for woman,who have been raped or abused.It didn't really work out though.I didn't follow there rules.I pretty much had to sit down on the phone with a stack of papers and read what "They" thought i should say.I didn't agree.I wasn't a robot,and netiher were the girls who would call.They are not all the same and each situation is different.It think it is a wonderful idea,it just was not the right place for me.It's like being a doctor with two sick patients with completely different illness.You don't give both of them the same medications.They have different needs and what is good for one isn't always good for the other.I am not putting down this center.They just need to update a few things in my opinion.
Watching Big Brother i also noticed that Jeff and Jordan seem to be getting alittle closer.I think they are both adorable.Poor Jeff tries to go in for it the other day,and Ronnie walks in on them.I got a feeling they are going to have a relationship outside of the house,when everything is over.I hope so because i think they are both perfect for one another.If they're not meant for each other i don't know who is.If she doesn't want him,I'll take him off her hands.Now for those of you wondering who my type of guy is.It's Jeff on the spot.He has just about everything any girl could want.A good heart,sense of humor and doesn't take himself too seriously.He's not afraid to be himself.I also like that he doesn't have his head up his ass.He is a good looking guy but he's not full of himself.He can be alittle dorky,and i like that.I really hope he wins.I am rooting for him for sure.Team Jeff all the way.
I hope everyone had a good weekend.It's getting close to the end of summer,which means Fall will soon be here.I can't wait.
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The Chesire Cat disappeared leaving its grin to last.
The Chesire Cat disappeared leaving its grin to last.
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