Disappearing Footsteps
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Did anyone get a chance to catch Big Brother on Tuesday.Russell scares me.I think he has alittle bit of a rage problem.I guess someone forgot to tell him it is not socially acceptable to scream in people's faces.He needs a good smack on the arse if you ask me.
I would be no good for a reality show like that.I wouldn't be able to back stab and plot the way some of them on there do.What some people would do for money.I don't know when the world became so money hungry.
I never grew up around alot of money,my parents struggled alot,But i was happy and knew i was loved.You can't put a price on that.I went to a school on the rich side of town and alot of my friend's came from money and had big houses and everything they wanted.They weren't bad people,alittle spoiled maybe.But most of them were miserable.They had all the money they wanted and most of the time had the house to themselves for all the parties they wanted,Some of them even had credit cards.It was never said but i know looking back now they probably wish things had been different.Sometimes you can have everything but still have nothing.
Sometimes i wonder how my parents did it though,they both worked,until i turned ten and started getting sick then my mom stayed home with me.All those times with me and all those surgeries,treatments and hospital stays.I was sick a long time.I wish i had half of there strength.That's why i have my parents living with me now.They spent most of there lives taking care of me and now almost twenty five years later i am able to look after them,which makes me feel like a million bucks.I know that that's part of being a parent.But they went above and beyond.
That is one of the reason's St.Jude's Children's hospital means so much to me.I know what it's like to be sick and i've seen the affects it can have on the family.I've lived it.Do you know what really touches my heart.Some of those children are in the darkest places you and I could never imagine and you'll never find a picture of them not smiling.They truly are beautiful.One of these days i am going to make it down there and i am going to meet the staff,the children and the family's.It's fine to just donate,anybody can do that but i want to meet them.I want to hear there stories.It would be one of the hardest things in the world for me to do,But i want to do it and someday i know in my heart i will do it.
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The Chesire Cat disappeared leaving its grin to last.
The Chesire Cat disappeared leaving its grin to last.
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