Disappearing Footsteps
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-12:16 PM
Yesterday was pretty amusing to say the least.I had my second meeting with my psychiatrist.(yes,i see a psychiatrist)I'm not asshamed,Because atleast fifty percent of people see one,and if not,they probally need too (lol)
The reason why i am seeing a doctor is because i suffer from anixety and panic attacks.I have suffered from both for as long as i can remember.I do pretty well dealing with it,But there's not shame in getting alittle help either.It's not my first time seeing a psychiatrist,actually i've seen several.But they were all assholes.(pardon my french)I really like this guy.He look's just like Dr.Drew.He's pretty amazing!He's very easy to talk to,and a good listener too.I really like him.
We had a good laugh at my session yesterday.He actually had me doing yoga in his office.At first i found it hard to consentrate,with my peaking through one eye at him and school girl giggling.But once i actually relaxed and did it proferally,i found it very affective.It was really funny because he asked me to go to "my happy place" without hesitation i closed my eyes and went there...after a few seconds of silence i opened my eyes to him staring at me awaitng my responce.Alittle puz zled i waited until asked"well where is this happy place?" I then responced..."oh...i'm sorry....in bed with robert pattinson"One thing you have to know is my doctor is what i would like to call very proper and polite.A very meak and mild type man,So the look on his face was priceless. Come to think of it,i wish i had taken out my camera phone and snapped a picture.
Thursday is my big day.the big old 24.It may sound ironic but i am actually dreadng it.They say you're only as old as you feel....well if you flipped the 24 around,that's how old i feel.I think its normal to feel that way though after your 19th.I have nothing planned...no big plans or dinner dates r even parties,Just another day in my opition.
As much as i would love to stay here and write about the million thoughts going through my head,I really must get going.My dog is staring me down wanting me to read the thoughts in her head which include"get off your ass and take me for a walk"So i'm off.I hope you all have a great day!
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The Chesire Cat disappeared leaving its grin to last.
The Chesire Cat disappeared leaving its grin to last.
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